ang langyaw

ang kagabhiong mabugnawng
ining langyawng nasud
arunsa ning kahuyang
niining kasingkasing kong gasubo
hain ka naman
o  abay kong pinalangga
tim-aw ka galing man
magurosuros ako sa kasadya
pero tungod ning atong kakabus
kinahanglan tang mag-antos
magkab-ot man ang kalambuan
kamingaw pud atong hiagumon

You

To the Ultimate Being,


I lay up to You all my worries, anxieties and depressions
These hardships I am in is nothing compared to Your sacrifices.
You know where I need to be. Lead me.
You know how weak I am. Strengthen me.
You know how fragile this child in me. Protect me.
You know what my heart is crying out. Console me.
You alone knows of what I have been, what I am, what I am going to be.
I surrender my life to You, my God.


Amen.

nonsense.

Trust no one but self and Him.
That's what I realized when I've decided myself to get the job here in Malaysia.
Before signing the offer, I have lots of worries and doubts.
So I asked the closest people to me.
I got answers like "It's up to you..", "Don't blame us for what might happen..", etc.
and so that added up to the cons points.
So I ask this person for advice, and he said "Go on...I'll always support you.."
and with that simple statement..
I've made my decision. To take it.

And so I went here. Alone.
Being a first timer in whatever is always the hardest.
It had been 2 months already, but the nausea had not lighten up a bit.
This was the lowest point of my life.
The time when all the support is needed.
I went back to the person who offered me his full support...
Unfortunately, i just got "It was your choice... so why blame me?"
That broke my heart.

i love you

To Kou,
my happiness,
my soulmate,
my knight in shining armor,
my partner in crime,
my best friend,
my shoulder to cry on,
my punching bag,
my daily chat mate,
my source of comfort,

thank you.
so much.
These words may not be enough to compress all I wanted to say, all that there are in my heart.
Distance may hinder my eyes to see you,
Time may hinder hands to touch you,
But my heart and mind were always with you.

i love you.

I Lay It All Up To You My Ultimate Protector

Father,

Take away all these worries I have with me. 

Show me Your holy ways. 

Please keep me away from harm and temptations.

You alone is my Refuge. 

I shall not want any other.

Amen. 

The Guardian Angel's Prayer

Angel of God
My guardian dear
To whom God's love,
Commits me here,
Ever this day,
Be at my side,
to light and guard,
to rule and guide.

Amen.

My Refuge

You alone are my Refuge
Amidst this sense of nothingness
I come to You humbly, my Lord.
Take me to Your ways,
Teach me Your will,
Protect me from evil
For You alone is my Refuge.

Amen.