nonsense.

Trust no one but self and Him.
That's what I realized when I've decided myself to get the job here in Malaysia.
Before signing the offer, I have lots of worries and doubts.
So I asked the closest people to me.
I got answers like "It's up to you..", "Don't blame us for what might happen..", etc.
and so that added up to the cons points.
So I ask this person for advice, and he said "Go on...I'll always support you.."
and with that simple statement..
I've made my decision. To take it.

And so I went here. Alone.
Being a first timer in whatever is always the hardest.
It had been 2 months already, but the nausea had not lighten up a bit.
This was the lowest point of my life.
The time when all the support is needed.
I went back to the person who offered me his full support...
Unfortunately, i just got "It was your choice... so why blame me?"
That broke my heart.